STAR WARS & LUSHIES!

ohhh, Arizona Fruit Punch how i love that you are only $.99 and full of Vitamin C & with All Nature Flavors! ohhh, how happy i am that tomorrow is PAY DAY and STAR WARS DAY and that i am playing rebel and not going to school tomorrow. this is due to the fact that for the past few days i have only seen my boyfriend in bed with awkward knees and under chemical/fake lightening aka at 11:00pm at night. how good it will feel to have money in my pocket since we are at $00.00 and i could not even afford a $3.00 show down the street from my house. i cannot wait to see MILK with my mother on Saturday and walk a few miles to the library, hopefully with a Cup a Joe VANILLA THUNDERSTORM in hand, and my new leggings on my legs. && i cannot wait for tomorrow night Star Wars on the television Ewoks running crazy and Jawas speaking my language with pillows thrown across the floor and my babylove so near, hand in hand. i can easily and happily say that i am so very happy with my life: although i stress out too terribly about school, get lonely here and there, suffer from leaky ceilings and overflowing sinks, and am dirt poor--however, nothing can be perfect and OH FUCK! do i love so very much.

SUPERJAIL <3 & other various lovely things

love.







seconds! minutes! hours! they slip by too quickly! so many things to look forward too & so many things that have me sinking. I'm drowning and February 9th is my anchor keeping me under! i have to go to COURT because this girl is saying i hit her and fucked up her eye so I'm being charged with SIMPLE ASSAULT. i never touched her. her boyfriend said some horrible things to me that resulted in me crying and running out into the rain while my sister stayed behind and poured beer on them and that is the end of the story, but somehow they feel fine with lying to a court and wasting a day and they have my nerves goin' crazy!

however, friday is STARWARZ night and buffalo wings and pillows all over the floor! February 3rd I'm driving to Charlotte with my babylove and friends to see STREETLIGHT MANIFESTO! skank skank skank!

this is my boyfriend Alex & i. he's got me falling and falling for over 810 days and we've been holding hands for even longer.

internet has now arrived at my lovely little home just as the snow slowly melted away. as of now i am drinking a Beer & trying to understand my excel lab that is due on Friday at 10:OO AM!! what the fuck @ school, srsly. i miss my English lit class reading Emerson, Poe, Whitman, Dickinson. i just want to stay curled in bed reading Neruda listening to The Beatles, Newsome, and others. or i lust to be surrounded by friends on a Friday night it hitting 2AM running around Hillsborough Street laughing and playing on darken Church playgrounds, which i did a few weekends ago with Christina. but where have all my friends gone? remember friday always meant Sean's house getting drunk and passing out on his uncomfortable couch for one, playing kings. i want us to GET TOGETHER! we have grown up but lets not grow too far away. i want to take a road trip to see Streetlight! nights ago we were stoned and silly watching the snow fall, running around the house, tying up laces, digging the way the street was bare and how we could run in it. digging the snow on our faces and our hands linked. moments, moments say in my brain forever. i will love you always with your smooth face and awkward knees in bed under black sheets. i am forever grateful that you are mine for always.