some random snaps of lovlies bein' lush @ my bash!



my lovely twin sister!










the boyfriends!


boyfriend's brother & my sister!






shot gun!







we ran around all night saying "i die! i die!" drinking cheap beer and smoking cheap weed. friday is video game night @ our house. i slept late today--through 2 classes and all i wanted to do was keep sleeping next to alex and our dog inbetween us. last night he kissed me just as a train was passing by our apartment--as he kissed me i saw us running away in a train kissing for always to some un known destanation. i need to stop wishing us gone but it's so easy to just run away from school and work. all i need is him, the road, some weed, some good music, some books, some barefeet, and some gas. let's go!

BEERaTHON

here are some pictures from the BEERaTHON which was silly and redicoulous all at once and a lovely night.

me being silly






my babylove






tomorrow is Friday which means it's my birthday bash and i'm so excited! i also get paid and am finally going to get a debit card so i can order shit off line such as: gauges, shoes, & boots.
saturday i think i will spend alone walking the streets, sleeping late, getting bubble tea, and watching films.

i want this:


a HAMBURGER QUESADILLA!
alex bought me so many wonderful things for my bday such as: 2 v-necks, 1 dress, 1 bangle/watch, 1 tank top, and 1 tee-shirt! yesterday was so lovely--so calm and exactly what i wanted. why is beer + pizza the perfect combo? why do i love dumb ass showzz such as "Gossip Girl" & "The Hills" whatev! today is slightly windy with a hint of breeze. i have to work till 8:30 instead of 6:00 tonight and study for a math test but i could care less! my birthday bash is on Friday and i will get to see SO MANY people that i am missing and jonesing for real bad. FUCK YOU CARBS! FUCK YOU SODA! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! BEWARE MOTHERFUCKERS!

my bones are JUMPING JUMPING JUMPING! my heart is RACING RACING RACING! and my mind is simply MAD for ALEX! @ 12:50 my school day will be over and have work i will be:

PLAYING BINGO with my baby love, kacie, brent, and alicia (and possibly brandon!) i'm overly excited for this. BINGO BINGO BINGO! we might get mellow before hand if we have time to go buy some. afterward movies & drinking at mahh place! saturday is the BEERaTHON @ my sister's boyfriend's yellow house--last year it was the BONGaTHON. i can't wait to jump around on his checkered floor playing beer pong, kings, and other beer games.

next weekend is my birthday party & i plan on wearing this:

and possibly this hat:


or braid my hair a certain way.
i need $ $ $ $! i can't wait to turn 20! i need to dye my hair & get my gauges!

oh life oh life oh life you simply have got me!

x

shaky knees and orange trees
kisses?
yes please!

this little rhyme i created continues to skip through my brain. i should be studying my Spanish verbs but instead all i can think about is running away. let's just leave! please! long roads will be my study and i will learn the art of hotel rooms and road side gas stations. the art of holding hands while you drive and kissing on an empty road. let's cross the Mexican border and only drink apple and strawberry sodas, eat only tacos and burrtios and quesadillas, you know the language you will be guide. we'll get a farm and only care out the cows and goats and the sound of silence at night. i'll grow my hair long never straighten it--wear shorts every day and get tattoos above my knees.

my legs are moving but i'm planted still.